Germany 1933

2024-11-27T20:15:55Z

it's just sinking in for some people

someone pointed out that things "used to be simpler" because you used to be a child.

when people say, "it used to be worse," you believe them. when they say, 'it used to be better,' you (should) mistrust them.

i never expected to be living in this world.

and I'm still trying to figure out why i'm burned out, why i don't want to talk to anyone.

why do i feel like I need to write things down, and then write something else.

personally speaking, i have been really sensitive all day. cannot wake up or stop being hungry or even hit the right keys. finally gave in and took one of the last 4 adderall. i haven't asked in a minute-- it could be worse.

i suppose if I carry on, i might actually use my degree, but most days, i just vaguely remember winston smith talking about a lot of people forgetting about middle-class pleasures.

on the current deep crisis of faith -- i wonder what astrological alignment I've tweaked lately.
i don't know if people are good --if i'm good, if we're no better than our class and our power.

when i see people rationalize terrible things, and I remember the terrible things i have rationalized.

when i think of what I've tried and how I'm just trying to have what I've been saving for later.

and there seem to be two ways I write--with nothing said or with a clown car to unpack.

https://youtu.be/WfgPEh2J9aI?si=OWcg_vR_JKEC1ElR
---I've Seen All Good People: a. Your Move, b. All Good People (2008 Remaster)

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New blog here.

2017-04-10T17:48:09Z

https://boingboing.net/2017/04/08/six-to-end.html

Hurrah! A new platform! Look how bouncy it is!

I enjoyed LiveJournal for a long time, but I'm joining the mass fandom/SJW exodus.

Funny, LJ as "owned by Russians" didn't bother me, what with the cold war being over and all, but LJ kowtowing to restrictive Russian government practices bothers me.

And my paranoid brain is like, "Russia is spying on you through your LJ account to tell The Occupant about you," and I'm reaching for the export buttons.

The weirder thing is how little I blog. Here's some other places you'll rarely see me :D

http://scyllacat.tumblr.com/ (Not always safe for work)

https://ravenquillsdesk.wordpress.com/ (Not safe for conservatives)

https://scyllacat.blogspot.com/ (Not safe for people expecting entire sentences)

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Raven on a Writing Desk

Germany 1933

New blog here.