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I have a new job!
I will be the part-time nanny for three kids in Decatur. I am happy about this because a) it pays well b) I can spend less time on delivery c) it will work out well for my resume/future career, etc.
My sister has continued to cause problems, feeding rumors into the pipeline to the point that Stan and his mom got into an argument about me, which then spread to Tara, and so I am not talking to my sister right now, and I have told my mom this, which is upsetting her because right now I'm planning on staying in town for Christmas. I am tired of the commercial crap anyway. Maybe I will go see my Granny that I haven't seen all year. Maybe I can play with my cousin's little girl Madison; last I checked, Sarah was living there with her.
I have been fighting my depression this week, sleeping too much, cranky and defensive, and it's caused some problems. I was even pissy with my boss at work today, because I think she's leaving some stuff too loose. There's one guy at work who continually slacks off, leaving messes for us to clean up the next shift, doing substandard prep and stuff like that, and when we complain, she says, everybody has a problem with somebody. Which cheeses me off, because I got a reprimand down the pipeline for not rolling silverware one day when we were really slow, but this guy left the silverware and dirty dishes, and onion peel in the onions and half the tables dirty, but he'll get the same word, and he'll shrug it off and go on doing things like he has. Gin is ready to walk off the job, and I'm ready to get medieval on this guy myself.
I really want some time to myself, and it's not that I don't have it, it's that I don't take it. I'm a little afraid of myself, weird, I know, but there it is.
I am going to have to talk to my boss tomorrow at the delivery job about just going to weekends. I know he is wondering what is up with my schedule lately anyway, because I have been asking for four on and getting three. I don't know if he is dissatisfied with me, I would not like for that to be so, even if I don't end up working there anymore.
I will be the part-time nanny for three kids in Decatur. I am happy about this because a) it pays well b) I can spend less time on delivery c) it will work out well for my resume/future career, etc.
My sister has continued to cause problems, feeding rumors into the pipeline to the point that Stan and his mom got into an argument about me, which then spread to Tara, and so I am not talking to my sister right now, and I have told my mom this, which is upsetting her because right now I'm planning on staying in town for Christmas. I am tired of the commercial crap anyway. Maybe I will go see my Granny that I haven't seen all year. Maybe I can play with my cousin's little girl Madison; last I checked, Sarah was living there with her.
I have been fighting my depression this week, sleeping too much, cranky and defensive, and it's caused some problems. I was even pissy with my boss at work today, because I think she's leaving some stuff too loose. There's one guy at work who continually slacks off, leaving messes for us to clean up the next shift, doing substandard prep and stuff like that, and when we complain, she says, everybody has a problem with somebody. Which cheeses me off, because I got a reprimand down the pipeline for not rolling silverware one day when we were really slow, but this guy left the silverware and dirty dishes, and onion peel in the onions and half the tables dirty, but he'll get the same word, and he'll shrug it off and go on doing things like he has. Gin is ready to walk off the job, and I'm ready to get medieval on this guy myself.
I really want some time to myself, and it's not that I don't have it, it's that I don't take it. I'm a little afraid of myself, weird, I know, but there it is.
I am going to have to talk to my boss tomorrow at the delivery job about just going to weekends. I know he is wondering what is up with my schedule lately anyway, because I have been asking for four on and getting three. I don't know if he is dissatisfied with me, I would not like for that to be so, even if I don't end up working there anymore.
