Things to do Blog.

Care. Don't care. Whatever. I'm writing it where I'll find it again.

1. Get prescriptions filled.
2. Catch up on online mailing lists and communities and organize a system to stay updated with minimal effort.
3. Get ready to find a new job: print resumes, try on old suits, press slacks and blouses, make appointments with temp agencies, get hair and nails done.
4. Get with sister about mom's birthday present.
5. Call attorney about bankruptcy filing.
6. Pay Victoria's Secret bill.
7. Get in touch with former roommate about car payments/refinancing.
8. Get in touch with Mark about dealing with the Cingular people about the cell phone bill.
9. Decide what to do about ongoing projects: FurryMUCK area, story/novel planning and writing (nanowrimo?), art projects, home improvement, etc.
10. Get in touch with people I've been missing being in touch with: christ5ian, toastifer, roon, Radu, grabbingsand, Barry, polychromatic22, aatea, fateclotho, Garrett.

Enough for now.

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It is raining. I am wearing shoes that are too big because I haven't time to look for the ones I want. I have no socks. I am going to dinner. I haven't taken my medicine today because it is late and one of my prescriptions is not filled, and I slept way past morning, so I might as well do it tomorrow, but I feel the anxiety, I feel the hurry, I feel the rush, and I am afraid. I don't want to smoke, but I am making sure I have cigarettes. I want to cry. I want consolation and reassurance. I miss Mark, and I don't know why.