Panic now? Yes, panic now.

It's here. The email with my password for the final exam. Once I log in, I'll have 48 hours to complete the test. I'm not ready. I'm really not, emotionally, I mean. I've been checking the email every 3 minutes looking for it, and now it feels like there's a shot of lead in my belly. My breakfast bar has stopped, actually, and is sitting right there, being undigested in terror.

Prioritizing has been done

I have many many things to do, because, of course, everything that needed to be done since I went into crunch mode with the transcription just started popping back into my head again last night.

And it's pretty obvious that I won't look at my friends' list with impunity until I read Harry Potter, so I'm going to do that. I see a bathtub in my future.

Lee (ranmasal) advised that I read as much of the MT style book as possible to prepare for the test, so I'm also going to do that.

Thirdly, I'm creating more in my Bevy of Notebooks, copying notes from Career Step's site in the few remaining days I have access to it. I've already created one with all the anatomy notes in it.

I have decided not to actually open the test until tomorrow night after SCA meeting. That way I won't have to interrupt my test time, and I'll have all day Thursday and Friday to do the work,.... but not run into the 28th, which is the termination of my studies and brings up the question of WHEN on the 28th, so I don't want to have that discussion.