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I just put that because it was different.

Particularly because I just found out for the umpteenth time that a guy I was flirting/ attempting to carry on with is NOW dating someone when he wasn't before, but didn't bother to mention it.

I know I'm not bad. Even though I am crazy. Why doesn't anyone want to have a relationship with me? Worse, why do they all want to flirt with me or fuck me but NOT have a relationship with me? Why am I so unconsidered that I can ASK them to get involved with me, get a non-answer, and find out weeks later that they immediately fell head-over-heels with someone else?

I'm not ugly. I don't want for company. I don't want for sex. I want for people who are a part of my life, and think of me as a part of theirs.

I'm tired of being the kind of girl you fuck, not the kind of girl you marry.