Geezus, what a week

[scyllacat]

So, I wake up this morning and my back hurts. Because the pad on my futon is not thick enough.

And my car is totaled and I have a new one.

And the magazine is going, logos are coming and legal issues are being researched.

And most of my stuff is in Janel's garage.

And I spent last night knowing that people love me and want to be with me. I love you Mark. I love you Droid. I love you Janel and Chris. I love my family. Come join us! :)

I dreamed of Stan this morning. I dreamed that I lost my school and my band. But in real life, I didn't. I have surpassed him. I probably dreamed about him because Mark and I talked about him last night. He is the same kind of crazy I am, in some ways, and I think finding someone I had that in common with probably drew me to him. Leadership, yes. Extremity? definitely.

I reject the idea that there must be hatred, that someone must suffer the cost. I reject hell and all it's damnation. And I consider myself blessed that I am not going down his path of guilt and sin and evil.

"There but for the Grace of God go I."

Lots to do today, same as usual. Who was I supposed to meet up with? Ah, the pagan gather!

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