Guilt

I think that anything that goes wrong in my world is my fault. And I know that what happened this time wasn't my fault. Maybe I didn't deal with it well, I have gone back and forth in my mind as to what I could do/have done to make things better, and there's nothing, except bottle it up and pretend it was ok, which might actually have been worse, because then both of us would have been pretending.

We found the buttons, and they were red hot, but they weren't what made our relationship good, or what made our love work. It was a good love, not a broken one.

Songs that get stuck in your head

...If you leave
At least in my lifetime
I've had one dream come true
I was blessed to be loved
By someone as wonderful as you...