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NOW I want to run away.
Why shouldn't I? Why shouldn't I have the same opportunities as everyone else not to have my life torn apart by this shit? Why shouldn't I have the same chances to start new, to not have to face this hell?
I'm making a Stan Archive. I want to print it all out and bind it and write NEVER AGAIN on it in big red letters.
Today he said maybe I was the last dysfunctional relationship I would ever have. I think so. I have finally had Stan, I have finally purged myself of my idealistic and messed up attachment to this one person. I can go have a healthy relationship with other people now.
I think I'll start with myself.
Why shouldn't I? Why shouldn't I have the same opportunities as everyone else not to have my life torn apart by this shit? Why shouldn't I have the same chances to start new, to not have to face this hell?
I'm making a Stan Archive. I want to print it all out and bind it and write NEVER AGAIN on it in big red letters.
Today he said maybe I was the last dysfunctional relationship I would ever have. I think so. I have finally had Stan, I have finally purged myself of my idealistic and messed up attachment to this one person. I can go have a healthy relationship with other people now.
I think I'll start with myself.
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Date: 2002-02-12 02:06 am (UTC)