Weird Day

[scyllacat]

Um... well, I guess if you didn't want to get involved in the drama, folks, it is now way too late. I'm not sure I didn't want to be involved....

So, this is complicated, and the easiest background to read, if not the happiest, is in amilori's journal (on this same station).

So, status, if it's possible to put it in a way that people can keep up...

My character online is the 'tinygirlfriend' of a male character online. I myself had only recently become aware of my status. I mean, yeah, we hung out and we've done the ts thing quite satisfactorily for both parties, But I only recently even bothered to ask, do you have other 'special' people on line? Well, he does, but on FM, I'm the special one.

This still tickles me, yup. This amazes me that someone even gives a darn. Every day, it does.

So, yesterday, the gentleman in question said his ex girlfriend was upset because of something his wife had said online. And had blasted HIM with Much Anger because of it.
There is a lot in here, but it is not my story to tell.

The part that involves me is that I went to amilori's journal and read her entry. And answered. Yes, you can go see it. Wow, this is getting recursive.

So now, we may as well call the fella in question Roon (or Matthew) (or dadcat)... because that's who it is. And he was happy that I supported his wife's decision. And I am still freaking out because I publicly admitted an interest in her husband.

Yes, he's polyamorous. I'm polyamorous. And knowing and thinking and philosophizing are never the same as negotiating the trackless wilderness of following a morality that is against the grain of society.

And Roon is only one of several important people in my life right now. All in all, I am lucky. I am very happy. Now, if I can duck dramatic crossfire, I should be ok.

Comments

[goldrose.livejournal.com]

good luck.

polyamory = dramatic crossfire/