I have been asking the gods for help in ceasing to worry about money. I have attempted to conquer fear.
So, what do I have? I have just gotten into debt even further and I feel the fear, baby.
Except I don't. I have that "peaceful, easy feeling" of no place to go but up. I'm in so far over my head, it seems unreal. I can't worry, it's too far beyond my grasp to know HOW to worry. I know I am at the mercy of the gods.
So, what do I have? I have just gotten into debt even further and I feel the fear, baby.
Except I don't. I have that "peaceful, easy feeling" of no place to go but up. I'm in so far over my head, it seems unreal. I can't worry, it's too far beyond my grasp to know HOW to worry. I know I am at the mercy of the gods.
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Date: 2002-06-07 04:38 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2002-06-07 08:06 pm (UTC)